patronus

Bridgerton season 2 drops tomorrow and I miss you a little more today. I teared up when you told me about the new addition to the family. I remember the day you mentioned he was coming and it made me so happy, you trusted me with this little secret of your family. I can't believe we've come so far that I wouldn't have known about it if I hadn't asked. You were always the kinder one, noticing the ants on the footpath and changing your way so that they won't be crushed under our dirty boots. you knew where to find the gloomy and annoying friend on his worst days.  You would always look beyond people's flaws, always ready to give a second chance. I hated you for not prioritizing yourself, for being friends with people who were clearly bad for you. I miss you and your habit of trying new drinks every day. I don't think I can ever let go of the safety of buying milo and guava flavors every day. I don't think I can move on from the safety of old friends easily...

stay.  sit with me let me love you wholeheartedly today, under the sky with the 22nd moon. let me tell u how i'm renaming things, changing meanings My hands smell of garlic, green chilies, and my moisturizer. funny how artificial soups and handwash liquids cant overpower the natural fragrances.  Let's sit on the terrace today or maybe on the couch and keep the windows open. ill tell you about the new eye pencil i used today. it's so bad it smudged under my eyes by the time i came back home, making me look more tired than i already was. I'll make u chaye and make some green tea for myself. I'll wear my favorite socks yes i know it's hot for socks now but i dont care i hope u don't as well. "have you ever been to the beach?" "yes but not the one at home. wo shehr nahi pasand" tell me about your day. how was the traffic and the new restaurant you tried? do you like when your pillow smells like your shampoo or is it too familiar now? were the...