Border

There are people and places that still remind me of you. I live between them so it's a little difficult to constantly push away a thought right? I sometimes let it fill me, not very often though, I have pretty nice self-control, you know my friend would call it denial Khair I sometimes let your memories fill me. It mostly happens when it's very quiet around me like no noise and no work to do. or when I start a new book and I have to concentrate to build that connection with the book and I keep getting distracted. I started a new book today.

You're one of the many reasons I overwork. But a tiny reason because you're not important.

It was quiet today. so quiet that I could hear the pigeons and then it came! one after another. marching like soldiers. I closed the book. I was too tired to resist today.

"I don't regret you but sometimes I wish I had walked away at the start and left things at Hello"